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i dont feel like updating i just hit the button on accident, i live with ym dad, i got a car, i can see my mushy head again life is okay.
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[03 May 2005|05:05pm] |
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lately i have been possibly the worlds most depressed little kitten...i have no clue where that came from, im not sure where most of my feelings are originationg from anymore. i got hmoe from chicago in one piece thank god and i was way too hard on brie in the last issue she just wanted to have fun too, and everyone falls head over ass for some cute boy on vacation atleast once in their life so i was just a bitch there the real fun was the fight me and ashley got in the last morning and hen i spent the whole morning by myself because seh went to the aquarium with everyone else, funny part i was actually worried about her when she didnt come back from starbucks after twenty minutes, i guess maybe thats why im still mad that and the fuck you and the controlling bit but well yeah anyways i came home and saw the most amazing person in the whole wide world, kori and then i went home and the next day shit hit the fan. my mom kicked me out called my dad made it look like it was all on me and my dad decided it was time for me to leave my moms...she was going to get rid of me one way or the other though so i guess it was a joint effort, its nice being out of her house, except it happened on terms of her single handedly swooping in and fucking my life up. i cant see kori till i turn 18 its bullshit and not working, but well the evil whores of this world can't always win, it wouldnt be fair to the rest of us. i live in fenton now wake up way too early for my liking have chronic headaches and cry a lot now...and eat way too much but what else should i do?! i also have limited access to a car...oh i have my own car now but its taking everyone way too fucking long to get it licensed i can only be patient for so fucking long, and incase anyone can't tell im past the point of patience, tomorrow im musing my moms car to maybe go shopping with ashley, i may blow her off and just go tanning and see the most amazinh person in the whole wide world, im not sure yet, first thought i have to go to my geegees house and pot some rose bushes for mthers day, im so good! i know for sure tomorrow i have to do that and go tanning after that im not sure what im gonna do, i really need to get some fags im dying, i went ashtrya diving today and almost cried when there werent any butts, sooo ridiculous, well i think im done complaining/bitching.
much love albeit the circumstances
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[01 Apr 2005|03:08pm] |
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I'm in chicago with Ashley and Brie, and i feel it is safe to rant here..i want to kill brie she is really just an overdeveloped five year old or a overyl under developed [mentally] 16 year old. she gave a bum 20 dollars yesterday and then didnt understand that she could have gotten hurt, she is now half way in love with some guy named ryan who she met yesterday and who gae her a wreath stolen from a trashcan that me and ashley are pretty sure was a funeral wreath...we're going to a show that neither one of us wants to go to to appease brie, even though she has spent the entire trip bithcing about every decision weve made and complaining and borrowing everybodys clothes without asking because she didnt bring enough clothes on the pretense that she would just wear are shit. ive spent the two nights since weve been here on the phone with kori last night while we had the three guys here that we met and i realized that it was stupid i hid out in the bathroom and talked to him, and then because i was scared that ashley was amd at me for telling them to leave i hid in the bathroom on the phone until 6 in the morning before i deemed it safe and necessary to crawl into bed and go to sleep. today we went to urban outfitters again and i got two shirts, i finally got the everyone loves an asian girl shirt that ive wanted since last year, and i got a book called the big bang that is the most informative sex book and most hilarious sex book ever, we sat around and read, ashley and i are in the computer area while brie is upstairs sleeping,i wish she would come to her senses and tell us we didnt have to go to this fucking show that we dont know where its at and all this other bullshit i seriously want to kick her ass right now she insufferable..haha okay i really just wanted to use that word. me and shley went and ate at the bar place next to the hotel and it was like the first super inexpensive extremely good meal we've had since we've gotten here. it hasnt been so bad here minus the crying to kori a coupole of times then bawling to my mom this morning about how i missed. she did something cool, she felt bad for me...she said she would call into work for me and tell themthat she didint want me working becuase i was getting home and that this way i could go see kori, which made me really really happy, and she also said that when i got home shed take me to victorias secret or atleast give me soem cash to get new knickers.... ahh really really really incredibly deliciously good news = kori said he should be getting his job soon and that he will start doing the basement over for us so that our bedroom isnt open in plain view it was the nicest thing i had heard in a long time and im really glad we've talking about while im here becuase it keeps making me smile. the room is going to be bigger than i thought it would be too which is pretty cool, all i need is a place for my clothes, and then our bed and imm happy, but of course im sure ill ad other shit....it makes me feel realy good to think about it, but i have a feeling that we should get back up to the room before brie gets pissed opr something...by the by the most annoying thing she has done so far aside from clothes theft, music annoyances, and making me go to this show, would be making us watch the news about the pope being sick and refusing to turn it off when we said we had headaches but bitching when we wouldnt turn off the radio becasue her head hurt, shes lucky the windows only open 6 inches or she'd be gone.
LOVE....well kind of :/ P.S. i want to also kick the butts of the guys we met for being monumental jackasses and trying to guilt trip brie into letting them leave their bags here while they were hotel-less...BASTARDS!
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[29 Mar 2005|01:08am] |
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I have kissed someone...
(x)on the cheek.
(x)on the lips
(x)in my room.
(x)in their room.
(x)in another person’s room.
(x)of the same sex.
(x)of the opposite sex.
(x)younger than me.
(x)older than me.
(x)with black hair.
(x)with curly hair.
(x)with blonde hair
(x)With blue eyes
( )with flaming red hair.
(x)with straight hair.
( )shorter than me.
(x)taller than me.
(x)with a lip ring.
(x)with a piece of clothing missing.
(x)with a piece of my clothing missing.
(x)who was drunk.
(x)who was high.
(x)who I had just met.
( )who was homosexual.
(x)who I didn't really want to kiss
(x)on a holiday.
(x)who was going out with someone close to me.
(x)who was my good friend's brother or sister.
(x)who had been/is in jail.
( )in a graveyard.
(x)at a show/concert.
( )at the beach.
(x)the dance floor.
(x)was legally too young/old for me to have sex with
(x)with dyed hair.
( )with a shaved head.
(x)who was/is my good friend.
(x)who was/is in a band.
( }who has tattoos.
(x)who is of a completely different race than me.
(x)in the rain.
( )on another continent besides where I was born.
( )with an accent.
( )with an std.
(x)on a boat.
(x)in a car/taxi/bus.
( )on a plane.
( )at the circus/carnival.
( )with a missing body part.
(x)in the movies.
(x)that I love(d)
A - Age you got your first kiss: 13
B - Band listening to right now: britney spears is stuck in my head does that count?
C - Crush: Kori Prince
D - Dad's name: Dvid
E - Easiest person to talk to: Kori
F - Favorite band at the moment: the postal service
G - Gummy worms or bears: Worms
H - Hometown: st. louis, misery
I - Instruments: none
K - Kids: none now
L - Longest car ride ever: driving to the airport with my crazy aunt
M - Mom's name: sarah
N - Nickname[s]: E, Elle, Liz, Lizard, lizzie
O - One wish: don't go
P - Phobia[s]: theres too many to name
Q - Quote: "i started lying when the truth almost killed me"
R - Reason to smile: life...grass, color, couds, kori......
S - Song you sang last: toxic or spice girls...[wow that's scary]
T - Time you woke up [today]: 11 55
U - Unknown fact about me: none im boring and cant keep secrets
V - Vegetable you hate: mushrooms
W - Worst habit(s): fearfulness
X - X-rays you've had:ankles, hands, shoulder, teeth
Y - Yummy food: fruit
Z - Zodiac sign: cancer
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[16 Mar 2005|03:30pm] |
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I have a plan, and the initiative to get it done. Being nice is helping also, it's annoying to fake your way through life but god it's so productive that way. the plan is more or less like so, be nice, don't fuck ANYTHING up, save all money, get car, explain that i need time away then leave...I even have a place to go when it's all ready. So in the mean time the only hard part will be the money bit, it looks like I'm about to learn how to be good with money very quickly if i want 800-1000 by june. i know it is feesible[sp] it's just going to take me not buying any new shoes, clothes, make up, etc... i knew my materialism would come back to bite me in the ass eventually. Well, here's to eventually and praying that it all works out alright. I have 3 months and 11 days till success, I'm not going to let anything stop this.
LOVE
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[10 Mar 2005|04:59pm] |
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blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i want to get the loan and get the hell out of here. more and more im thinking that shes not letting me get a loan so she can keep me here, well i will find a way around all of her bullshit
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[07 Mar 2005|08:59pm] |
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it may not post this but im gonna try anyways. i went to koris on friday same as usual and then i came home and noone was here and she wasnt answering her phone so i went back to koris at around 2 i got the call and amazingly enough i didnt care, i drove home thinking how i liked webster at night because of how quiet it was, it was so nice. she didnt say anything to me that night and the next morning she just asked what i was thinking...that noone was here and i didnt want to be here by myself, i got the regardless im a parent blah blah blah thing, then im taking your car privileges away, that lasted all of saturday and sunday and might slightly hold out this week, i wont push it thats all i know. went to koris then track 45 minutes late, it doesnt matter when all youre doing is plant drills then home and sat about and she actually kind of made dinner she was being nice becuase i attempted to eat lunch but my plan was foiled, plus she kissed up to me every once in a while it's weird. then i went to get ice cream for her and picked up kori somehow this was also mother approved. we got the ice cream, then i went to drop him off hahahahah i love us we're good together. i came home at my ice cream and am waiting for the bruises to show up, i can already feel em...:P haha well im gonna go watch CSI now. in other news Brie got her license so we can go cruising in the buick hahaha, i love her she always tries to make me smile in french and succeeds 95% of the time.
LOVE
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[01 Mar 2005|10:04pm] |
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okay hmm...today i stayed home sick, then went to get my hep a shot for worek, i cried as usual and when my mum gave me a hard time afterwards i flipped her off to mean bite me, because well i really like that saying it gets the point across but it seems vulgar and polite at the same time which i appreciate, i explained this afterwards to her, and after listening to her bitch about me and how i have to change my mind set blah blah blah she took me to marshalls..yay shopping, i decided that maybe i was brought up a little differently than everyone else, ive been shopping since i was 8. i practically lived in chesterfield mall when i was in grade school and since the divorce have lived in tj maxxes and marshalls, i can zero in on anything i like, i can flip through racks like nobody's business, and am a genius at knowing what will look good on someone without having to see it on them. i was brought up in shopping malls my life lessons have come off of racks and been purchased by money i dont have. i dont mind knowing this, it just means my worlds a little different than most peoples, it also mean i dont think 100$ is too much for shoes[this is kind of a problem] hell i thought 50 dollars was cheap up until this year. um but yeah i went shopping i got a tigre polo, franco sarto bag, guess wallet, and put some coach shoes on ly away, i got away with all of that for under 100$ very very good deal. after that we came home then i went to school to get a physical i had to wait a fucking hour and a half it was so stupid i got line jumped so many times, then i came outside to a pretty little parking ticket sitting on the car, i had had to move the car earlier too, so i was pissed and of course this medicine made my first response to start bawling, im done taking it it's ridiculous fuck taking it for 30 days ill call em when its over and get something new this is ridiculous. um then me and mum went to llwelyns for dinner and i told her me and kori were dating, i figure ill ease her in..longish story short she doesnt approve or agree but i wasnt asking for either just telling ehr which she appreciates. who knows what will happen now. she asked me what i wanted from it i said i dont know because well babies as an answer would probably freak her out a lot, it freaks me out. tomorrow i have track then i need to hit up borders then i think ill go to koris since i havent seen him...since monday which is actually a long time for me especially becuase i didnt see him sunday either, im such a wuss i cant go more than two days without him, this summer im screwed, oh well ill smuggle him along [because yes that is logical] well i think im done rambling about things only i care about.
LOVE
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[27 Feb 2005|12:58am] |
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i've known they had me wrong for so many years, and reasons, i just fucked up in thinking they were right and i was wrong. How could someone who isnt me know me better than myself?! With a couple of exceptions, they can't, and now the confusion can end.
LOVE
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all is at peace this evening...
LOVE <3
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[21 Feb 2005|09:07pm] |
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I chopped my hair off today, well not me really missy the ditz at regiss had the honor of cutting my hair off for me, its chin lenght now, ill attempt to get a picture on here, i can already feel the response, judging from my brother looking at me and telling me to grow it back, ehh itll grow back im fine, i like it a lot im surprised i do, i think i look different, but hell half the time i think wearing purple makes me look different so whatever. My brain/heart has been in a weird place recently i dont understand it, just having weird thoughts, worrying, its the two month mark, the anxiety is right on time :/. I stayed the night at Kori's last night, and mum called at 7 flipping over where i was i told her i had gone back after i stopped by the house and had lost a ride so i crashed there, she was okay with it?! weird insanely weird im going to acredit it to daniel, the other night she also stayed the night out there and left me with the car, it was nice to go hang out with people at 2 am, i went to brandons to find kori and he was there, i like that i know him pretty well, ashley was there but almost passed out it was sad i like talking to her. i made a tower out of a bunch of random objects and had a face going for a bit, i also got to see ally[wow hmm i dont know how to spell that] that made me insanely happy..is it weird that i form closer bonds with peopls pets?! i didnt get to see the pugs oh well i shall survive. this was a good weekend, we had money for once, we went shopping haha were so responsible here we keep putting off grocery shopping neither one of us is really ever here, its funny how we dont function as mother and daughter really, more of roommates. i have a lot of homework to do tomorrow night shit i hate procrastinating..lie i love it. tomorrow i have an interview at einsteins in clayton because dry ice is pissing me off too much i hate the unorderedness of it. i thought kori died this morning, he took a deep breath while he was asleep then nothing for a bit, i couldnt tell if he was breathing, i realized the irrationality of this thought, but after that dream i dont know it scares, i just keep thinking someone or something will take him away and i hate that thought, its pretty miniscule, but when you find the best thing to ever happen to you, you do worry about how to keep them around. And I think a man who treats me right, makes me breakfast, and tells me the truth is worth making sure they stay around. I finall thanked Brandon for what hes done for me, haha i wish we were at the point when we first talked and we were strangers so he told me what was going on and let me listen, now half the time he acts like he doesnt know me anymore, or like we just met, maybe its better this way, but it bugs me when i want to help him and i cant, it's not my place anymore and i know this, but some part of me feels i should be allowed to keep some kind of good friend ranking, atleast thats what i thought was being left to me.
something I've been meaning to update for a while, therefor making this the longest post ever.
"if it's awkward we'll say we have to be home at nine"
"you look like a bunny"
"she does that little white girl thing at school, but shes a sista"
"thanks for telling me about your sex"
"you are one of those smart girls y'know?"
"We're not tormening you we're loving you"
"Do you always get like this, this time of the year?"
"West Side Where the Niggas don't play"
"tu vue tres belle"
"When i turned around i couldnt see you"
"I know Liz it sucks"
and im still not done....
Bienvenue á [crappy] francaise
Qu'est-ce que la pointe?
La pointe est vivre.
it's nice to be someone's teddy bear, and to have your bodies just know what to do to make it work, but shit when your body won't let you sleep without them.
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[14 Feb 2005|10:19pm] |
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I don't like when she's gone like this. We are too alike :(
iffy love
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[14 Feb 2005|06:57pm] |
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I feel productive, why, because i sat on the pc for 3 hours and finally downloaded a downloader for music, looked at digital cameras, made coffee, and next im gonna get off my butt and look for stuff to put on my wall, ill do it soon i swear. Haha I also completed my usual boredom ritual of watching pop and rap music videos for a good long while and laughing, it really is the best therapy, especially britney spears shes ridiculous yet im so addicted?!?! its scary! Um I also called work and found out that im gonna get a whoel 5 hours this week!! holy shit 30 dollars!! woo...riiigghht i need to call einsteins but i keep thinking that if i stick it out ill get more hours, who knows, i hope i do week day hours though not weekend i need my weekends or else id go crazy. news update: I like morrissey a lot, wow i like finding these things out, im so happy to have new music again, not that brie wasnt keeping me safe on that one, thank god for brie! haha i always feel like im talking about cheese when i talk about her and someone is going to think im crazy, well that wouldnt be such a bad thing, i wouldnt mind someone thinking im crazy im pretty sure theres a few people at school who already do, hmm were about to read emerson and thoreau in english i think ill read all of it instead of just the excerpts, unless theyre ridiculously long and dull then ill stick to excerpts! well im proud of myself even though ive been on the pc for too long, i even unloaded the dishwasher! i think ill work on my walls now!
LOVE
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Athena needs her claws trimmed theyre becoming dangerous. Um I guess update the week, i made it to school on monday and only missed one day that was thursday therapists appointment followed by being allowed to skip it was cool, cept mum gave me the car but when i was late flipped her shit about how i couldnt ask for it next thrusday, im sorry but if you offer me the car im going to accept no doubt about it, ive seen kori almost everday this month, cray eh? Last night me and Brie went to a fish fry i wore her old sja's uniform and she dressed up like a kennedy it was hilarious and then we wnet to her house and watched harold and maude amazing movie which reminds me i want to hear cat stevens again, we listened to it all yesterday while she drew me, its actually really good, i know i cant draw like that but oh well i can take pictures and she can draw, this coming weekend is supposed to be our fun weekend, were going to get wedding dresses and drive around with a just married sign on the car or something similar to that well porbably just dress up and go run around like idiots, i caved and started using my silver camera as opposed to my cool one, its lighter and the pictures turn out better i wish i could just get a good cannon with a flash attached, because lighting is usually the problem. i think im going out with dee for a little bit today i dont know though, and then emilie is coming into town yay!!! I still have to get a hold of Kori and tell him that I didnt go to chicago after all, i really wanted em to get out here during the day because i feel better during the day now, and its barely here anymorealright i think im relatively done for now, maybe ill finish later
LOVE
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today is sunday, that is more for my benefit than anyone elses, i forget the days on occasion, im sitting at koris doing this while hes in the shower. yesterday i ended up wrorking 1-6 and my managers were cool kevin i liked the best but becky let me get a cigarette from her and take a smoke break which i appreciated, after work i went to kids night out where we had over 100 kids and were way understaffed, thank god they usually just go to the pool. i came over here after that and mum called but it was kori house noises not dee noises so couldnt answer and by the time it would have been safe enough to do so it was lieke 12 30, she called me about 8 times this morning which pissed me off she was all i needed you to check in because if you dont i worry, which is fine and was about to say but you know where i am then remembered she didnt really oh well, shes going to super bowl at my aunts house so ill leave here after that to avoid and complications. tomorrow i get to go and willingly be made to feel uncomfortable, im not look forward to it. last night was quiet which i needed and good. i got a good nights sleep even though i woke up a million times i think this is just do to how habitual i am and that i usually sleep on the other side of the bed, well this keyboard is pissing me off and im not really saying much sooo late.
LOVE
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I'm fed up with everything it feels like right now, especially the realization that im gonna have to go to school all next year, i dont know maybe i still wont, maybe im just scared maybe its just the insecurity of late screaming at me reminding me that im dumb. Kori told me i should know im cool by now but well its that damn cognitive thinking, i believe my 13 irrational thoughts over anyone else, which sucks because i dont trust myself on safe decisions but on irrational ones i do?! sounds a bit like me actually. Well tonight i hung out with Brie, Kori keeps calling us lesbians quite funny actually. I took her home then headed to Koris, we took brittany to the mall and he got pissy and i got pissy from the mall and hearing burns about it, [i was a mall girl im still sensitive about it]then we went to el magueys and Kori drove home, I love that he occassionally drives now, it is so nice becuase i get so fed up with traffic and the car and making my leg stay still on the brake, it makes me wanna cry half the time. we came home and watched the forgotten, LAME LAME LAME movie never again. oh well tomorrow i have work 1-5 then im going to go to kids night out then Kori's house for a good nights sleep finally!!! in other news ive been getting hungry lately, if i dont eat at that time though i still dont eat a lot but its getting better, okay im done LATE!
LOVELOVELOVELOVE
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[04 Feb 2005|04:13pm] |
The Peach
Random Gentle Love Master (RGLMf)
Playful, kind, and well-loved, you are The Peach.
For such a warm-hearted, generous person, you're surprisingly experienced in both love and sex. We credit your spontaneous side; you tend to live in the moment, and you don't get bogged down by inhibitions like most women your age. If you see something wonderful, you confidently embrace it.
Your exact opposite:
The Nymph
Deliberate Brutal Sex Dreamer
You are a fun flirt and an instant sweetheart, but our guess is you're becoming more selective about long-term love. It's getting tougher for you to become permanently attached; and a guy who's in a different place emotionally might misunderstand your early enthusiasm. You can wreck someone simply by enjoying him.
Your ideal mate is adventurous and giving, like you. But not overly intense.
DREAD: The False Messiah
CONSIDER: The Loverboy, The Playboy, or The Boy Next Door
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today i stayed home and i think i already updated this but whatever im doing it again. i figured out that my burner does work it was just the program so instead of doing hw i burned cds, then i decided to put in the actual cd covers so i googled and searched and then i liked it soo much i did it with all my cds, yeah i have that few cds oh well it was fun and gave me soemthing to do and now my cds are by far prettier. but actuallly i did get all the homework done that i needed to do my brother came over and i made it through the fall of the house of usher worksheet included and i already read the raven, so now i just need to track down some emerson and im caught up, also i finished my history poster it looks alright, its my classic style some pics and a timline with glitter glue of course, im a glitter fiend its sad kori aslo has said im a nicotine fiend lately, which may or may not be true. i'm really happy that i got everything done i wish i could stress it more without sounding completely gone. tomorrow i have 1st lunch so that means i get to eat with brie that makes me happy, yay something to look forward to, but i dont know i may have to go to the library i have some french to do but ehh maybe ill do it in another class, yeah sounds good. today i got my new green purse that ive been waiting for, it matches my jacket which i didnt think about which kind of freaks me out, i think im gonna look for hair cut pictures now, later!
love
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[02 Feb 2005|12:16pm] |
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maybe i just want some attention, and this is the only way to do it, crying about not wanting to go to school trying to talk to you making myself out to be helpless, becuase lord know you wont love me if im independent, i swear you wont youll just let me go off and stop paying me any mind at all, but if im acting a little depressed god forbid, youre there in a split second talking about therapists and strangers, has it ever ocurred to you that you would be qualified to talk to me? or are you just that scared about what i'd have to say about you? this relationship is a lie, hah there i said im co-dependent and youre a bitch who had turned me into an attention hungry narcissist, because well if i didnt love my self id be pretty loveless, so thank mom, i love you through being conditioned to do so, but i dont really like you, and i will tell you this when i can leave of my own free will. I will look at you some day and say "mom, you are a bitch, I'm out"
love
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I'm getting way too obsessed with this CD. I got told the meaning of life today and understood it and laughed, it was beautiful, that has been my word for most things lately probably due to Kori. "hundred of miles yeah you cry like a baby you plead with me shout scream tell me im steady i know i know i know im still your love" beautiful. He is amazing, damnit I'm breaking down and writing an entry on him, I'll probably run out of words in a few minutes or remember that this si silly, but right now he's too beautiful to not talk about. yep, i ran out of words already, being around him is the most, yeah just the most it doesnt need another adjecvite it's that good, he's that Kori he's that mushy head, and choccy nuggets, and booboo kitty fuck and honey and baby, and yeah he lets me call him all of those. he's calling me just to let me rant, and he's just wondering what im doing tomorrow, he's just making fun of me, and giving me bullshit answers until finally he'll tell me the right one just to show me, he's the way he lays his head against me when hes tired, he's the way he kisses me when i hurt, he's the way he senses my hand moving towards the cigarette and beats me to it, he's the way we fit like puzzle pieces, he's the way i love him to the point of no return, he's five hours of fixing my pc, he's the way he says im sexy and feeds my attention, he's the way he logs things "just for later", he's the way he looks when he laughs, he's the way he talks about being that old black dude who hates whites but his wife is white, he's the way he says he'll take me to disney land, he's the way he winks at me on aim, he's the moments we have laying in bed, he's the way he's gonna kick my ass for making this public, he's Kori and I love him.
LOVE
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